2007-09-03

it's over

It’s over. Alex and I had a huge fight yesterday. I told him about my plan to move to Nepal and I told him everything I thought about him, the disappointment, my mistrust for Matthew and their so-called laboratory. I pleaded him to leave it all behind, I told him that he was no longer a physician and had become a kind of money maker. I only wanted him to react, wake up. And he did, only not in the manner I was wishing for. He left the house without a word. I fear our love is over.