katmandu

I can’t believe it and I’m afraid of writing it! He’s going with me!!! Can you believe that? Alex will be leaving for Katmandu a week before me to check about our future needs in Nepal and prepare our settlement there. I’ll join him quickly after that. He didn’t give me any explanation when he came back this morning except that he loves me and he trusts me and wants to go. Well, that’s the only explanation I needed. He talked to Matthew too but he refuses to tell me more about that. Never mind…never mind! He still loves me and comes with me, that’s the only thing which matters to me.

it's over

It’s over. Alex and I had a huge fight yesterday. I told him about my plan to move to Nepal and I told him everything I thought about him, the disappointment, my mistrust for Matthew and their so-called laboratory. I pleaded him to leave it all behind, I told him that he was no longer a physician and had become a kind of money maker. I only wanted him to react, wake up. And he did, only not in the manner I was wishing for. He left the house without a word. I fear our love is over.

trouble

Alex and Matthew are in trouble. The miracle product set up a big debate. Alex refuses to talk to me about that. I don’t know anymore what I can do to help him or to save our couple. All this seems so different from the life we dreamed of, the life we wanted to share and the projects we dreamed of together.