departure :(

I feel sad to write this but time for departure is getting closer. Within two weeks we’ll have to pack and leave. Surprisingly Alex doesn’t seem to be too upset by that thought. On the contrary, he seems to be quite happy to leave and keeps saying that he can't wait to share his discovery with his partner and buddy Matthew. I can’t think straight about this comeback yet. I really feel I had found my place on earth here, among these people. We’ll have to go anyway, but I’m wondering what our life will be back in Santa Fe: the same as before? I doubt. French Guyana revealed itself as a second chance for Alex and I but it arose another question? …