life has moved on

For a while, I just couldn’t write anymore when we came back. It’s been two months since we landed back in Santa Fe and life has moved on, as it always does. I received new s form Pierre and François. They are to leave in a few weeks for another mission in Ecuador. They promised to stop and visit us in Santa Fe on their way back home. Alex went back to work at ThamResearch and Matthew couldn't hide his contentment to see him at work here again - as well as raving about the discoveries he brought back from Guyana. As for me, I went back working on the Navajo and Hopi reservations. Today is Independence Day. Everyone is celebrating but I cant' help feeling a touch of sadness deep in my heart, why?